Football has never seemed more trivial – and that is why we embrace its return

So, here we go again.

Football is weird, isn’t it.

I wrote a piece last year opining that the game is important as a passion for those who value it as much as music, art or any other outlet that elicits a strong emotional response.

The events that gradually unfolded all over the world then put into sharp focus the microscopic link Premier League football takes in the chain of humanity. It was hard to have empathy for multi-billion pound clubs complaining of a financial squeeze at the height of the COVID-19 pandemic in the UK.

The audacity of the likes of Tottenham Hotspur and Liverpool to try and seek external help to mitigate their losses was met with such swift indignation, their reversals were like backward somersaults.

The return of the action was, however, a major tonic to a life much changed and limited by the circumstances we still find ourselves in. To reiterate last year’s piece, passion in anything is key to feeling alive and connected to reality. What is truly missing is the community and shared experience that no zoom conference calls or facetime calls can ever properly capture.

It is wonderful to see live competitive football back. A spectacle where the result is completely unknown, events unfolding in front of your eyes with any number of parallel outcomes.

But without fans, it cannot ever be the same. Indeed, the power of fandom is being the mythical 12th man and actually being able to impact the result of the game through the power of vocal support and fervor.

Until spectators are allowed to attend games again, the game is not much more than a reality TV show.

Still we support. Still we argue on social media. The bragging rights with rival fans continues unabated. For some it can even get too much, as I read a piece last year arguing that Everton should just secede from their rivalry with Liverpool – such was their despondence at the humiliation they have endured in recent years.

The beauty is that there is always another season, this one coming quicker than any other, to provide hope that past wrongs will be righted. Football moves quickly and past glories lose their shimmer with every passing year, at least in the eyes of supporters.

HERE AND NOW

It’s all about the here and now. Perhaps that is a thought that Daniel Levy and the Tottenham Hotspur board had in mind when they appointed Jose Mourinho to replace the hugely popular but trophyless Mauricio Pochettino as head coach.

Mourinho is a mercenary, something he does not deny. He does not arrive at a club to make friends or create philosophies – he comes to make warriors and create triumphs. Those triumphs come in different sizes, given the context of where he finds himself. It all contributes, though, to his legacy as a manager.

I have not chosen to watch the Amazon Prime series focusing on Mourinho – sorry, Tottenham, but I have seen quotes and especially those about one of the Portuguese’s early speeches about the team being too nice and how he wanted to give them a nastier edge (paraphrasing).

From now on it is clear this will be a Spurs team very different to the one that made fan’s hearts swell with full throttle, attacking football and the philosophy to never give up until the last ball had been kicked.

It didn’t always work. Now, more than ever given the constraints imposed by the pandemic, comes the time to find innovative ways to gatecrash the top teams who can and regularly outspend Tottenham on the best players from around the world.

Spurs could splash out themselves, given the billions of owner Joe Lewis. But have chosen to back the craft of Mourinho to deliver a sucker punch and upset the status quo.

If there’s anyone that loves being the underdog, it is Mourinho.

Come on you Spurs.

White Hart Lane Farewell – Mine Eyes Have Seen the Glory…

‘There are places I’ll remember, all my life though some have changed.’


There have been many pieces written about the grand farewell to White Hart Lane, and this is in no way trying to emulate the scope of some of those works which are very moving.

Indeed, I can heartily recommend my older brother’s opus on his recollections of the Lane down the years. He has seen more glory days there than I.

But I just wanted to share a few of my glistening memories of the hallowed ground before it evolves into its new modern behemoth state.

I was lucky, being the son of a sports journalist, to sometimes enjoy matches from right near the dugout as a child in the press box. Back then it seemed comfortably spacious. A recent visit dispelled that myth quite depressingly.

One of my earliest memories from a game was a moment I dearly cherish – and it wasn’t even to do with the action of the match.

Gazza 

As a boy I adored Gazza. Not just for his obvious talent but the character that came with it. His enthusiasm was incredibly infectious as I’m sure all would agree, and the mischievous side of his personality was extremely endearing to a slightly mischievous young boy.

So, I prepared to head to the Lane in fervent anticipation of seeing my hero – unfortunately my brothers had to relay the news that Gazza had recently broken his leg (1991) and so would not be playing.

However, at the game, where I was seated next to the dugout (those were the days), the man on the other side of the glass panel next to me was Gazza himself, and he played up no end, making me laugh with his funny faces and also trying to get me to part with some of my crisps.

The moment in itself was enough to make my day. And looking back it highlights how my time going to the Lane was made by specific players, not necessarily moments or teams.

Understandable, given my Spurs supporting career has taken in the mid-table mediocrity of the 90s, the best of the rest era of the 00s, and now the Champions League part-timers. Of course, every so often punctuated with a scintillating cup run.

‘The game is about glory’ said Spurs’ double winning legend Danny Blanchflower and the team does have this weird ethos about playing with a certain panache.

That made sense watching Jurgen Klinsmann thump one into the back of the net. Or seeing David Ginola bamboozle more than one defender on one of his trademark mazy runs. Or even Steven Carr rampaging forward in the hope he would repeat his wonder-strike against Manchester United (one more like that please, WHL, today against the reds.)

There was the time that Edgar Davids immediately endeared himself to the crowd in his first match against Arsenal by making his first act the upending of Ray Parlour.

Those North London derbies were frequently tense and sometimes scary affairs, and back when I was younger recall my brother hurriedly pushing me through the crowd away from the smashed bottles and projectiles as we departed the Park Lane end, past either set of fans squaring up in rows in front of each other.

Lately these kind of scenes have been sanitised by an increased police presence and a general relaxation among fans for that kind of culture. It still unfortunately occurs, and will do at any stadium.

Fan trouble was never a big part of the WHL experience however, as events on the pitch would frequently be exciting enough for one day.

Rafael van der Vaart crafting another technically beautiful goal, Luka Modric pulling the strings, Gareth Bale doing, well, what Gareth Bale does best – these moments and more are all up there as part of the legend of Spurs glory, even if they did not result in a trophy (well, actually, Bale did win player of the year while at Spurs).

But more recently it’s quite fitting that Spurs’ new direction has led to a greater emphasis on the homegrown talent. Of course there has always been a healthy production of talent to come through at Spurs, mainly in defence. Ledley King still remains one of the finest English defenders of the past twenty years (he’s only got one knee).

But now the talent is all over the pitch. And as football clubs increasingly become a global product or brand, the local connection is more important than ever.

So to have in a brand new shiny stadium, the same Harry Kane who loves a derby goal, almost single-handedly destroyed Chelsea on New Year’s Day 2015 (a particular favourite WHL game) and grew up round the corner is a welcome reminder that although places may change, landscapes evolve and facades become more modern, the spirit remains the same.

‘That time when…’

Thoughts of all those legends who had graced the White Hart Lane turf ran through my head as I myself took to the field in 2012 in a team of journalists cobbled together to play a side of competition winners.

Kitted out in a Spurs away kit, we walked out from the tunnel to the sound of ‘Glory, glory Tottenham Hotspur’ blasting out the stadium speakers – my heart was thumping, my hairs were standing to attention and I think I had the biggest grin on my face that would make the Cheshire cat look miserable.


Playing alongside my elder Spurs supporting brother, it was hard not to be overwhelmed by the occasion.

But, playing up front, I did manage to get myself into a scoring position midway through the second half.

The ball was loose in front of me, the goalkeeper was rushing out, defenders were closing in on me from the side and I stretched just enough to get my right toe to the middle of the ball first.


The next thing I knew, I saw the net bulge and I immediately jumped up in the air screaming “YES!” and set off for the corner flag in celebration. It is a surreal moment wildly celebrating a goal in an empty 38,000 seater stadium. But I didn’t care. I finally had my own moment in the stadium.

It was in fact an equalising goal, but in typical Spursy fashion it turned out to be no more than a consolation in a 3-2 defeat. Still, I forever have that goal and I know it won’t mean much to anyone else and my brother is sick of hearing about it – but it’s a moment every young boy dreams of, and no matter how old we get we never fully let go of those wild fantasies enjoyed as a football loving child.

I may not have witnessed an era of Spurs dominance in my WHL career, but I think Bill Nicholson said it best: “We of Spurs have set our sights very high, so high in fact that even failure will have in it an echo of glory”.

Glory, glory Tottenham Hotspur.

Dream come true – a reflective adventure in Bhutan

They said it would take on average two to and a half hours – such was my excitement and determination, it took me just an hour and 15 minutes to hike up to the beautiful Tiger’s Nest monastery in Paro, Bhutan.
I had stared at pictures of this place for so long it was very surreal to see it with my own eyes. It was if it is a fake, a highly decorative but hollow structure upon closer inspection, like the castle at Disneyland.

But it wasn’t. 

As I got closer the sound of the waterfall close by was the perfect soundtrack for this haven of peace that filled me with awe just looking at it. It wasn’t just the altitude and the fast hiking that had taken my breath away. 

  
The security guard informed me I was the first to arrive on that chilly Sunday morning.

As I walked around, having been asked to leave my phone and camera in a locker before entering, I could not stop smiling. The decorations were stunning and every detail as intricate as the brush strokes on the Sistine chapel, or the carvings on La Sagrada Familia. 

The serenity was startling, even though one expects it from a place like this. Back home we may roll our eyes at people who talk of having an inner peace, and letting go of the importance we place on material goods or money.

But here, you see people just content to live; the basic human instinct. How we forget that in our world. My guide told me that in Bhutan the Gross National Happiness survey revealed more than 95% of the population of Bhutan were happy. I replied that the opposite was more likely in London. 

I took a moment to sit with some monks who were meditating and closed my eyes to enjoy the peace, the quiet chanting from a distant temple room, and the smell of the mountain incense wafting slowly around like a spirit in itself. I said a prayer to whoever was listening for family and friends.

I also thought about my late Grandma. She was fond of dragons, and Bhutan being the land of the thunder dragon, proudly displays it’s national, mythical creature almost every where you go. 

The country only has a population of around 700,000, which helps the feeling of peace and serenity wherever you go as the cities are not built up and cars don’t dominate the streets.

What dominates though is Buddhism. There is a temple on almost every corner. In three days I visited almost a dozen temples, ranging from medieval times to the present day. 

One modern temple is situated beneath a giant statue of Buddha which overlooks the capital city of Thimpu. It reminded me of the Christ the Redeemer statue in Rio, watching over the city and its people. 

  
Religion has been a part of some awful conflicts throughout history, and continues to do so today.

But in large swathes it also brings many tremendous comfort and peace. As ever, it comes down to the human being and their actions – not necessarily just what they believe in. 

Another comfort to the people of Bhutan is the King and Queen. The monarchy is extremely popular, especially now with the birth of a son – the future king. 

The country is going through rapid development as it seeks to boost tourism.  

I may have got just a small, brief snapshot of this fascinating country – but it’s an experience I will treasure and never forget.